HadakUra

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Final Repose by HadakUra, literature

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Final Repose

I've seen and been told A lifetime of promises. Spare me your wishing well, And damnèd premises. I've walked this road for years, And have reached its murky end; Now before me the sum of all my fears, And the hole in my future that they rend. The only chapter of this book I've known Has finally drawn to a close. Now settling in, a diurnal depression, Terminating in my final repose.

In Perfect Isolation by HadakUra, literature

Forlorn by HadakUra, literature

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Forlorn

I've gone for years, forlorn, In search of You, On my own quest for truth And enlightenment With little to show In my tender years I subscribed To the Doctrine; Catechism was enough, For what I'd been taught to believe Required that certain amount of blind faith… And though I was a good, adherent boy, I never knew You It was as if I'd been abandoned, All my prayers for naught, For aught I should've heard An answer, by then – What had I done to deserve darkness? And so here I am, Restless and tired, Wondering if I'll ever know You Or the peace that comes from being in Your Graces That others know so well…

Ghost by HadakUra, literature

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Ghost

Embarrassed and ashamed, fully scathed and raked across the coals, I stand withering in the cold. All my feelings are dead, everything was for nothing and thus is the end of things. I come and then pass as a ghost before the mirror, just like all the rest. Sugar is carbonised and left as ash to cool amongst the rocks, whenceforth scattered by the wind and buried at sea, 'til dissolution. A bell tolls in the distance to sound my time, and I leave with due haste. My heart is bound for home, never to return to the outside again.

Of Deep Snow by HadakUra, literature

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Of Deep Snow

Prancing through the snow drifts Between the leafless trees Our ever-high mood lifts Yet further, as we release Into gravity, and fall On our backs into the powder And lay there in the cold During such a sweet hour As this. And I look into your eyes And I inhale deeply of your scent And I know that this is all right, That we're finally together Means that we should be here. Oh, it was worth the wait – now, We have all the time in the world. I never want to get up and leave you.

Just a Day by HadakUra, literature

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Just a Day

Splitting From end to end And side to side It oozes forth Putrid green nothing And anxiety – lots of anxiety The world crushing in on itself Bottles talking The Vibramycin and the valproic acid The phone shakes my arm So I throw it away The television speaks to me, Saying to kill him The man following me Intent with murder The people at the mall Intense with bloodshed Just a day

Event Horizon by HadakUra, literature

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Event Horizon

Freaking, on the edge of the world, I'm at the event horizon With my head in a rope, Ready to kiss it all good-bye, No more worry, anxiety For I can no longer face this hell But she's pulling me back, Back into my shell Where reality is firm Where there's a remedy, An end in sight – an end Which does not result in termination And I hug and kiss her Knowing I can never thank her for what she's done

Flying High by HadakUra, literature

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Flying High

As a hawk flying high above, Shot and falling to the ground. My head aches from all of this, And my will to get up and carry on Is sapped; if I've already tapped out. It is a never-ending dream From which it seems I shan't awaken A never-ending nightmare That has its roots planted Firmly in my mind Alone I've fought, And now, In the darkness I see the light Fade from my eyes

Verloren by HadakUra, literature

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Verloren

On a night when I'm all alone, A night just like this one, I can but sit, and think as I bleed. And that washes Down, down the drain, Like all my love, in vain, And all that just disappear; So it shall continue, I fear. And so, it's on a night when I'm all alone, That I wonder if I'll have to turn this heart to stone To prevent it tearing and breaking once again And proving to be mine end...

Love by HadakUra, literature

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Love

Love bleeds forth from my wrist At terminal velocity Wrapped around my heart and I wist It left the wound dirty And fractures the bones That hold it out straight, Infection all my own It left and ate Me up. And now here I am, dying, As I feel the tears run warm Down my cheek, here I am, lying, I have now bought the farm And I'll have it now as ever: Alone, and thus from life, I sever

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Final Repose by HadakUra, literature

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Final Repose

In Perfect Isolation by HadakUra, literature

Forlorn by HadakUra, literature

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Forlorn

Ghost by HadakUra, literature

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Ghost

Of Deep Snow by HadakUra, literature

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Of Deep Snow

Just a Day by HadakUra, literature

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Just a Day

Event Horizon by HadakUra, literature

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Event Horizon

Flying High by HadakUra, literature

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Flying High

Verloren by HadakUra, literature

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Verloren

Love by HadakUra, literature

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May 23
United States
Deviant for 14 years
www.last.fm/user/TemplarArgus
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I take solace in my surroundings, i.e. the Mother of us all, Earth. I am quite fond of her.

As one can see, I am a big fan of macros...I'm just getting into photography, so if I am out of the loop on terminology or something...so explained.

Whereas I was strongly opposed to putting effects on my photos before, I am reversing my own trend :)

Questions, comments, criticisms, etc., will be appreciated; whether they are listened to or not I can't/won't say.

If you wish to contact me further, e-mail me.

For the record, Hadak Ura is an old Hungarian God, whose name means War/Army Lord; I am not Hungarian in the least, to my knowledge, but the name struck a chord with me.

Current Residence: Near Boston, MA, United States
Favourite genre of music: Black Metal, Grunge, Folk Music, doom metal
Favourite photographer: Luc Delahaye, Wioletta Bednarska, blackresurrection, Nicole Nikas.
Favourite style of art: Impressionism.
Operating System: Ubuntu
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Shell?
Wallpaper of choice: Whatever soothes me upon logging-in.
Skin of choice: Erm...
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny, Yogi Bear, Garfield.
Personal Quote: "my inner Zealot is being ambushed by the Hydralisks of infidelity" (sic) - Myself

Favourite Visual Artist

My uncle, Richard MacCormack, and BlackResurrection, user from deviantArt

Favourite Movies

Too many.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Soundgarden, Behemoth, Drudkh, Dissection, Alice in Chains, Izvor, Belo Platno, Nortt, Moss, Xasthur

Favourite Writers

Tough choice...Robert A. Heinlein or Ian Fleming.

Favourite Games

StarCraft, Duck Hunt.

Favourite Gaming Platform

SNES.

Tools of the Trade

A camera that can do what I want it to...

Other Interests

Language, music, religion, nature, particle physics

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HadakUra

Jan 9, 2013

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For the few who read this and/or keep track of me, I've established a Facebook page, which is where I will post all of my new writings.  You may visit it at http://www.facebook.com/AodhanBulger if you're interested.